I would have given you all of my heart
but there's someone who's torn it apart
and she's taking almost all that I've got
but if you want, I'll try to love again
baby I'll try to love again but I know...

The first cut is the deepest...

That's exactly how I feel right now.
I can't explain why... I haven't thought about him for a long time, but last week he wanted to talk with me. We've been standing in front of a friend's house, smoking, and then he finally looked me in the eyes again. I had goosebumps.
But then we heard steps of some friends, coming to the house 'cause it started raining.
And that moment was gone.

Everything's black again.